Finding the true

This blog is named Finding the True.  I chose that title because that is my journey right now.  Of course, that is everybody's journey at some point.  I left it a bit obscure, without a real destination.  Like, finding the true .... what?  Path, life, love, job, body, family...what?  Well, that's it exactly.  We  are always in a roundabout going in circles through our lives trying to find the true: everything.  We might feel at times, in moments, that we have it and then we get complacent and comfy in our happy zone and we lose sight of it again.  And off we go to find it once more.
Right now I am on this journey, but I am at an age and a point in my life where enough time has passed and enough emotionally turbulent things have occurred that I can seriously reflect and have a bit of a better handle on it all.  I am in search of my true heart.  The heart that guides my spirit.  I have found a huge part of it recently, and I have gained the courage to speak that out and stand up for myself and accept myself and tell others that in essence, this is me: you don't like it?  I can't help you, because I love me and this is where I am staying for awhile.
But you know, I will be somewhere along this path again in time.  That is just how it all goes down and around.  Life is a big bubble of learning and we are so lucky to be able to experience it.  Tough stuff and all.  I would never give up the tough stuff because it absolutely helps me to appreciate all the beauty and wonder of life in full color.  The true...
Today is a day of magic.
I am going to see Deborah and connect with a friend for awhile.  I also must work on art and figuring out about recreating art as prints, and publishing books.  Yesterday became a day of cleaning, so not mush art work was done.  BUT!  Today is the new fresh start to adventure and learning.  So here we go.
Bring on Tuesday.
I love Tuesday.  Much softer than Monday.

Smile!