Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Hello tuesday; struggling & reaching for the sun.
Yesterday was one of those Mondays where everything was so Monday. I woke up in a grump because I wasn't ready for the day to start and everything slid from there.
Lately I have been struggling with a lot of big stuff that really (effing) sucks and I feel I have to just be real about it because that's all I have the energy for.
What I am craving is the self confidence to blow off this funk, the power and fortitude to rise above, and the knowledge to illuminate the right path to follow.
There is a problem in my life where another person is trying hard to make my happy, contented family life very difficult to enjoy.
I am struggling with the ways I am expected to manage this problem and the thoughts and feeling associated with that.
It's been very hard emotionally and I am struggling with anxiety and self doubt.
But what I know for sure, amid the din of this struggle; amid the noise of these nasty thoughts which seek to weight me down, is that another day is another chance to just keep going. To look up at the challenge ahead and realize you are really closer than you thought, and to look back and realize that you've come further than you could have ever imagined.
I have learned to keep going, amid the struggle, and sunshine will soon be within my reach.
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Sounds like a tough situation - be strong, trust in yourself & especially be kind to you xoxo Susan + Gang
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